Guess who's back?

It's been so long since my last post. December 2008. Hohoh. Eclipse will even be coming out soon this summer.

I'm having a lazy Saturday afternoon (which I'm lovin' it by the way) so I thought of updating this blog. I've made some changes to the layouts. I love playing with layouts and interfaces...any job opportunities out there anywhere? Heheh :p

Well...since its been so0o0o lo0o0oonggg...soooo0o0 much have happened. So here's a recap:

• First thing's first...I'm no longer a misses...I'm a MRS now. Been married for 8 months 1 week 3 days according to this anniversary ticker down here :)

Married life so far has been great. Of course there are the ups and downs...we still argue sometimes and then there's the occasional merajuking here and there..life is not always peachy..but at the end of the day..I'm grateful that I've found my other half.

It wasn't planned and we didn't know each other for that long but by a year of getting to know each other we got married. Many people often ask how we met and all since me having met someone came out of the blue. What more deciding to get married and all :p Well, to those who didn't know. I met Hilmi for the very first time on August 31st, 2008. I was driving my sister to her friend's house for a kenduri. It turned out that my sister's friend had a brother and that brother was Hilmi. We got to know each other there and things just started to fall into place. We had some sort of chemistry going on and I was very comfortable around him. One thing led to another and on July 24th, 2009 we got married. Alhamdulillah for all the blessings~ I'd better stop before I get too mushy. Hilmi's not here and I miss him :p

• Anyway, soon after came graduation. After 4 long years of studying, I graduated. Alhamdulillah. Oh how I miss the good old studying days. Now I know that it is so0o0o true when people say that student life is the best phase of your life. Nothing to worry about but just studying. But I guess all of us have to grow up. We can't be stuck in that phase forever right?

• I'm also currently working now. Last month was my 1 year anniversary with from the company. 1 year has been ever so short come to think of it. I currently live nearby my office. It's only a 5-10 minutes drive which I love compared to the 1 jammed-packed-hour going through MRR2 from Bangi :p Having our own place is also an experience and I love playing house :)

• Oh..and last but not least..I'm currently pregnant. About 7 months. 2 more months to go InshaAllah. The Doc says its a boy :) Hopefully things will go well for the pregnancy and birth. Ameen~

Here's my baby bump. Doesn't quite look like a baby bump does it? Looks like I had too much to eat more like it :p Will try to get better pictures next time.

Well, thats that. Looks like I rambled quite a lot here. Hurm. I'm going through soo0o much with the pregnancy and all. It is indeed a life experience. I feel like I need to record things down. Heheh. Hopefully, I'll write more in my next entry. Looks like my blog will turn into a mommy baby blog. I'm growing up~ Aaaaaaaaahhh~ Yikes~ Heheh :p

"to be happy means learning to let go of expectations from yourself or from other people"

t.w.i.l.i.g.h.t

twilight.
i know im late blogging about it.
saw the movie a couple of weeks back.
and only recently now..am i absorbed back into the twilight mania. haiisyh.
i want all 4 books~ huhu.

its just another chic lit. yep2.. i know. i thought ive grown out of the chic lit era..of sophie kinsella's and cecilia ahern's and little black books. i tried running away from all that and tried reading more 'intense' stuff. intense la sgt kn. hehe.

ive been 'playing the field'..trying this and that..trying out new genre's and stuff. i always liked classics but somehow...my most recent classical books are love stories. sometimes i get the feeling that its just another chic lit with a little bit of flair, more elegance and with grammar yg berbelit-belit. haha.

ive been rambling a lot which leads me to the whole point of this entry...which is to say and admit (reluctantly :p) that im one of the twilight fans out there. haiisyh. gedik saje. i saw the movie a few weeks past and it was an ok movie..i expected it to be more but it was just another a chick flick..to me la. i thought there was more to it..more action and less talk. haha. :p overall..it was a sweet love story. greattt to watch with the girls and go gaga over how sweet edward is :p edward looks a bit like chuck bass in gossip girl kan..a bit metro :p but despite his looks..i guess all the hype there is to edward is how he acts and treats bella. sweet je. i guess most girls wants an edward in their life right? hehe.

after finally letting in to the twilght mania..i had a sudden urge to buy the book yesterday to get ready for the kuantan trip. i went to mph alamanda but alas...the books were out of stock. ceh. so i guess i'll be book hunting then for the next couple of days. its been ages since i had a mission and agenda like this. last time was queing up at 'twilight' to buy harry potter's deadly hallows. haha. (lame joke i know :p *sambil r0lls eyes at self*)

which reminds me...hid..where art thou? want to join me in my conquest or have u already have ur hands on the twilight series? :p

w.a.n.te.d!

not much has been up since the hols. im waiting for the new year to start keje and learn the hard way to earn a living. huhu. like it or not..im growing up eventhough deep down i still feel mude belia remaja. haiisyh. neways..ape cerite everyone? menyepi saje. huhu.

to my frens yg nk kawen this weekend...to kak reen, fatimah misran and to salwa&acap...selamat pengantin baru~ :)

im off to masak nasi goreng. need to work on my cooking skills cuti2 ni just to get myself prepared. prepared for wat? jengjengjeng~ hohoho.

"bird in hand is worth two in the bush"

beginning of an end

fyp is over!! yeayyy~ yeayyy~ yipeee yipeee yeayyy~ well actually not fully over..only about 80% over. only the poster exhibition stuff left to be done. uhuh.

presentation was done yesterday. alhamdulillah~ a huge burden has been relieved.

omg!~~

final year project was such time consuming and tiring. it wears your brain out. eventhough if you x buat ape2...your brain is still working full gear thinking about the project..thinking about what has been done..whats next to be done..what needs to be altered and such. pnat otak. lagi pnat drp nk stdy utk exam. better buat exam drp fyp. huhu. haiih. im just glad its done. everyone has been suffering from fyp. we all got a taste of it...barula rase asam garam blaja kn. hehe.

its nearing the end of another chapter. another one will begin. its quite sad really. we've been through together since matric. lame dh..around 5 years dh. we pusing2 pn tgk org yg same je...classmates same. thats one of the perks of having a small number in our batch. after this we all will go our own separate ways. if we get a chance to meet up pn nnt sume org dh with their own lives. nk jumpe pn susah..evreyone busy with workla..with this and that..yg nk kawen..yg sudah pn kawen. hehe. lepas tu anak pulak. i gues thats the main cycle la kn. we grow up. we grow apart. for some..by growing up..we grow closer :p anyway..i hope that it wont change much n we'll still keep in touch and have regular meet ups whenever possible. huhu.

things are falling into place. what was once bleary became focused and terang. some things u didnt see before...u see now. of course there are still some things that u cant see now..u will hopefully see in the future. what lies ahead..unknown. but for now...its starting to make sense and all we can do is try to pave our way through it all. i am blessed for the past series of events that have happened during the last few months. on life..on relationships..on work..on challenges..on changes. some expected..mostly unexpected. some disappointing..some not. sometimes..u get the good in with the bad.

there are times..u dont expect or imagine that you can be at a place where you are right now. sometimes its too surreal that you're afraid to be too happy that it will then all go away. but i guess life is like that. your lucky streak will run out eventually and you just need to sink it in, absorb it all and try again for that lucky streak to come back. luck never just comes, right? you have to work for it to earn it. some call it rezeki..but for me..in order for rezeki to come..u still haf to work for it. working it can mean different things to different people...some work hard..literally like sweating it out..some work it by using their brains rather than brawns..some work it spiritually by staying close to their religion..some work it by doing good deeds with the hope that good deeds will come back on to them. no matter how hard we work it..we just need to remember to balance it all out equally. having access of anything is never good rite...moderate is the key, no? :p

alhamdullilah~ i am grateful for what has happened..and i will pray for what will become..

happy end of sem people~~!! :)

"sometimes..strength grows from weaknesses"

taking the good in with the bad

exams are over.
studies over.
yeayyyy~!! wh00t wh00t~ :)

fyp bits and pieces left..and then free as a bird~ :D

the bestfriend is coming back for the h0ls. yeayy~ lets cutiii same2~

met kawan-yg-dirindui in the pagi...greaattt news around n00n..happy times during and after lunch..but then..it all came pouring down~ adoyaiii~ :(

"over the moon then down in the dumps"

of conv0s

this might be a tad bit late but this entry is specially dedicated to nadira jamil...congratulations dear~ :)

wishing u all the best in the things to come!!~

u are deeply missed~ huhu.

nadira jamil..
sahabat terchenta..
peneman setia..
semoga u berjaya mengejar cita-cita~~~
(had to make it cheesy in order for it to rhyme :p)

and heres a cheesy picture to go with it..hehe ;p

"u buat ape tu nad?" :p

sorry for the lack of updates. this blog here has been abandoned for ages. huhu. been writing elsewhere and sometimes the anonymity is comforting :p

fyp is indeed a pain in the buns. stress, mood swings and disturbing sleeping habits. all after effects of spending 5 hours a day working on the system, no? :p ke'nerd'an terserlah~~ all these urgency to make my supervisor proud. lol ;p it only needs a little bit of patience~

its the first day of ramadhan. entering this month...opportunities to upgrade ourselves sprout out everywhere. the chance lies on us...whether to grab it or just let it slip by. it is the perfect time for reflection and reminding ourselves with all that we are blessed and to those less fortunate. patience...peace..serenity...goes a long way and does wonders to the heart and soul. heres wishing a great ramadhan to all!!~ ramadhan mubarak~

"happy 51st birthday to Malaysia!!~ older n wiser? ;p selamat merdeka!"