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Saturday, March 29, 2008

2 more papers to go and I'm having a breakdown now. haiiisyh. the emotions just flow. overwhelmed and u can't hold back..that's just when u let go.

Life sure put many obstacles ahead. Roadblocks. Tests. I guess that's what makes us real. How we overcome the challenges. how we face it all. The trials and tribulations.

I thought I was quite independent bt when it comes down to it..I find myself depending on my parents a lot. I'm just grateful that they're there for me in times like these. thank you for understanding. talking to family just makes things seem better. Especially to a sister who gets what I'm going through. we have the same experiences. I guess its in the genes. hehe. Thanx Dids~ this sounds like a thank-you speech that people give out at award shows but just a reminder to self: when ure feeling down..ppl are there for you. Its just a matter of reaching out or not. I'm blessed..alhamdulillah~

While I'm in the thanking mode..heaps of thanx to kma for welcoming me in the wee hours of the morning. I knew ur sleeping habits were as weird as mines ;p u provided electricity when it was scarce and for that I thank u~ :) we also came to share the same fondness over gong yoo eh kma. Hehe. May he be in the best of health at khidmat negara ;p

I must get back to studying...haiisyh.

Q: what do you do when exams is only just a few hours away??
A: u blog email~

Must stdy2..yosh~

**pic specially dedicated to nad *winkwink*

Friday, March 21, 2008

exam mode...quang..quang..quang~

classes have finished.
asses have been sent.
reports have been written.
presentations have been presented.
exams...yet to be taken..
subjects..not yet revised..
will start during the weekends insyaallah..huhu..

exams in just a few flicks away. eeeek~

all the best people~

"The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack of will."
-Vince Lambardi

Sunday, March 9, 2008

updated

prologue:
fingers moving rapidly..with every milisecond..the sound of a keystroke clicks on the keyboard.tup tap tup tap.the sound simultaneously matching the pounding sound coming from the nearby clock. the minute hand making a full round followed by the hour.the clocks' hands circling and repeating lap by lap. faint sounds of the early birds chirping in the distant..stirring..waking up. the air is cool and balmy. the wind ruffling up the leaves on the trees as the early morning slowly makes it appearance.

epilogue:
ruffled hairs..a strained neck..tired eyes..aching wrists..and a well written report. NOT!~

what could and should have been..haiisyh.

instead..the real results:
a blank screen...a blank mind..and a still yet-to-be-finished report to write. AND yet..here i am spending time playing games. thankfully..DOTA not yet in the list. haha. games can be sooo addictive...hehs~

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1. its been awhile.
havent wrote since xmas. that long eh. haiih. things have been piling one by one. engitex..flash..midterms..asses..quizzes and now since the sem is wrapping up..reports and project presentations are nearing the due date. huhu. so much to do but cant seem to have that kickstart. haiisyh.sometimes its a relief to not do work depending on your creativity..take writing for instance. or in this case..report writing. coming up with words is not as easy as it sounds. putting words to paper..or nowadays..putting words to pc requires you to work with a sense of inspiration. that piece of inspiration will be the motivating factor in giving your work the boost that it needs. to be creative..you need to be inspired. inspiration is a hard thing to find. thats why writers get writers block i guess. huhu. rite now..i cant seem to get back to writing my project report. haiisyh. ive been putting it off ever since n the deadline is days away. y0sh~

2. election.
today is the general election day. "marilah marii..pergi mengundi..tunaikan kewajipan diri.." bt alas..i cant vote. registered alredy bt my record was not found in the electoral roll. too bad i cant be a part of this years election. huhu. a few of my friends have the same problems. hafta wait till the nxt election i guess..which by then i'll be old alredy..married maybe..with a kid or two..makcik sudah. haha.

weird.
the ones who did register cannot vote while the ones who did NOT register have their names in the electoral roll listings. some even went to vote but could not vote since they were said to have voted alredy. weird things happen during these times and i guess we couldnt be surprised rite. for more info check out zats blog since he has the inside scoop.

anyways..rite now..abahs been hogging the tv watching the results and all. the results this time around is quite surprising. unexpected. hehe. congrats to both zats dad and 'mak cet' didi's frens mom who won state seats :)

its kinda fun seeing everyone so hyped up like this. smangaattsss~~

3. the beginning of an end.
its nearing the end of sem and everything is beginning to look cloudy. huhu. as they say..the calm before the storm. im quite calm rite now since i seem to not be able to do anything bt seconds from the deadline..my storm will be brewing at fullspeed. haiisyh. procrastination is sooo not the way. classes will end on the 19th then its exam time. haiisss~ and then after that...its the h0ls~ w00t w00t~ :D will be sooo looking forward to it..

4. networking ur system.
networking lab has finished. i thot i wasnt 'that' into networking bt i guess i was wrong. its quite fun. sumtimes i regret not choosing a networking title for my final year project. huhu. i'll be missing that lab. ive learnt quite a lot from it although i sumtimes feel hard to follow when most of the guys know what the lab instructor's been talking abt when i know zilch. nada. bt where else would i get that kind of knowledge rite :p

5. hayden christensen = wwm??
watched jumper the other day. at some angles..hayden looks a bit like abg penjare. especially the last bit where he wears his snowcap. dun u think? basyiii..wat say u? :p jumper was a sweet movie i guess. there was sumthing wrong with the storyline though. mcm ade yg off sket bt i dunno wat. could do better i guess. mayb it lacked depth a little. the concept of jumping around was fresh though. the casts was also likeable. gugugaga~ :p overall it was feel good movie la. a teen flick. next on the to-watch-list is vantage point. haiisyh.

6. leaving the nest.
am putting together a new site which haf yet to be finished. still under construction. wats taking sooo long. beats me. time constraint i guess. dunno wen it'll be up n running. i guess thats y the lack of writing ppl..plus the fact that things are busier now..not the same as it once was. im old.huhu :(

ive been ranting quite long for this post. ok x fad? long one this one :p should be enough for now. i should get a move on the piled up work. my 'to do list' is longer than ever n nothing's been crossed out yet. yikes~ someone should really kick me in the butt. haiy0 haiy0~ anne..u kick ass rite? haha :p

p/s: hiD!! haf fun 'tanning' urself over there :p am missing u~

"we cannot live only for ourselves. a thousand fibers connect us with one another and along those fibers, our actions run as causes and they come back to us as effects."