under the weather

im feeling a little bit off lately. dunno why. im having these headaches also. its been some time since my head's feeling dizzy like this. haiisyhh. and when im dizzy i cant concentrate on the screen. the eyes will feel like their rolling around in my head. and when i cant look at the screen..i cant do my work which will pile up due to procrastination and adds pounds to my stress level. haiih. im describing it terribly and am rambling at the same time. geeez~ ladi-dadi-daa~

ive changed my old skin to this one. the layout of my last one is small and its hard to fit pictures in. this one should be wide enough. haha. i couldnt sleep so ive been messing around playing with the templates. haiih.

my page is ready to post pictures. hurmmm...heres to try test...

i took this pic near my house. cool eh if u can climb up that pylon thingy :p

this one was taken some time ago. played around with it and it turned out like this :p

oooohh and btw...adah's baby..her hamster..ming ming died a few days back. died to unknown reasons. this time we assumed she died of stress because monstah always bullied her. dunno la tapi. neways...rest in peace ming ming. u can teman titi in the life after. hihi :p

this is ming ming~ the belated ming ming..

these are adah's babies. and then there were two...

"an apple a day keeps the doctor away..."

haiiihh...

sumtimes...

. . . . . .
. . . . . .
. . . . . .

haiiihh~

ive been thinking....

its all in my head
not sure wat it is
not sure wats to be said
i dont know this

unfamiliar territory
i dunno how its done..

dahla una...just stop..
nonsense..

blerghhh~
haiiisyyyh~
eeeeeekkk~

sumtimes...
u dunno how to exactly say it..so u just make funny sounds..haha.
at this point im not sure wats goin on..

gues i'll know...
soon~ :p

y0sh~

2007 is nearly gone. a few weeks left.
its been a fascinating year..
of surprises..
of plans...
of friends...
of experiences...

a good teacher..
a good reminder..
wat lays ahead..
unknown~

ok..theres more to that..
bt im getting sleepy :p
am feeling sappy rite now..
its after all 3 am
haha.
y0sh~

i miss my abg wentworth miller..haha.
basyiii...u stil setia lg x kt die?? :p

"sometimes...wat u are looking for is rite there all along"

friends for monstah

adah: (knocks on the toilet door..i was brushing my teeth) along!! along!! guess wat i buy??
me: whaaatt?? (hates to be irritated in the toi)
adah: adah dah buy a fren for Monstah.
me: owh?? (perks up) where u buy? jap..nnt i kluar..

haha. we have 2 new family members. Ming Ming and Fluffy. kwn kepada Monstah. Titi died a week after we got her and Monstah. adah cried of course.

"My first pet."
"Why she die??"

*using adah's trademark english

why did she die?? im not quite sure... r.i.p Titi~

their names sume pelik2 and mcm nk tergelak pn ade...adah la kasik :p
and now we got 2 more..hopefully diorg panjang umur murah rezeki :)

btw..ive uploaded some photos..checkout my photoblog here.
some of the picture's a bit squashed up since die dh compress and distort and all.
nak post here bt my layouts so small and x sesuai to post that many pictures plus i like this skin and dont wanna change..yet. hehe :p
got more photos bt pnat nk upload. cudnt get my shoutbox to properly function there. i'll play with it later.

im going out..later~

"the early bird gets the worm"

updates

its the h0ls~

w00t w00t~

beautiful weather...beautiful skies...
took this awhile ago using my hp..the pics went out quite ok.
cant resist taking pics of the beautiful clouds while driving.

1 more week to go. can you believe it? time flies ever so fast. huhu :(

as to summarize...

im back frm my cuti-cuti.
next day had to help out with mak busu's kenduri.
had a fun day with the girls by the lake. unfortunately nad cudnt make it :(
lame x hang out like that. btw..i forgot 2 bring u guys ur chocs aritu. makciks sudah :p
else..stayed at home...babysitting adah.
doing errands 4 the parents and stuff.

that abt sums out these hols. same ol same ol~

pictures will be uploaded soon~ :)

btw faiz...adah dh buy barbie island princess and i think this one is the bst one so far. u nk pinjam? :p

till later than peeps~

"the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched...but are felt in the heart"

of encryptions & decryptions~

last paper to go~
must study...
one of my favourite subjects...
cryptology..intrusion..viruses..firewalls..ip's..security..

should be reading this...

but.....

am not...haiisyh.

eventho theres a week's gap...i will only start studying a couple of days prior. very bad una. i know shud start as early as possible...buttt.......huhu :(

so starting frm tomorow..i shud MUST start ok? (ok ok~) haha...im prep-talking myself. y0sh~

its an interesting subject so i shud be easily engrossed..its just hard to START thats all. cudnt ignite. something wrong with the spark plugs. haha. dhla im taking this class with kakak2 and abang2 seniors...and diorg sume mcm hebat2 belaka...so malu la kn if kite x hebat. i guess..thats one of the advantages masuk class diorg :p plus we'll be treated as adik2 yg sgt adik..best je..hehe.

a few more days till monday and im spending my time watching the latest downloads. haiih. xpe..dh nk habes tgk sume dh so can get a move on and stdy :p

cuti is nearly coming. w00t w00t~

wats the plan wahai rakan2??
cuti2 malaysia ke jb and melaka ye? bbq juge? haiyaa binaa~

the h0lidays sgt sekejap tp..haiih. i'll be going to start my cuti with the langkawi trip. yeayy~

"dont cry over spilt milk"

uuhuhuuuhuhuhuu

haiisyyyhhh~

i am not studying...
xde m00d..
aaaaaahhhhhh....
t0l0ng....

ta'ban ta'ban~

nad sure dh stdy byk dh kn nad...

huhuhu *b a n g s h e a d*

0wh m00d...pls come pls...

i need to studyyyyyyyyyyyyy......

blergh~
wekwek~

"usaha tangge kejayaan"

tag..you're it..

Exams just kicked in.

2 down..2 more to go..yeayyyy~
2 more papers with a week's gap each. w00t w00t~

Def. Exams = When ure sleeping pattern goes haywire.

During the past years...i found out that i absorb best when i study at nite.
That is..i hafta sleep well prior la tp :p baru can stay up..if not..byebyebye~
Me..being a nocturnal..it irritates my mom as much.
Yelaa..late to bed..late to rise :p
But the same goes during the h0ls also. haiisyh2.

I slept all day the whole of yesterday. Feels like i was on holiday :p
Woke up a bit...stayed in bed...curled up with a good book.
Then dozed off back again.
Feels good to be doing nothing.
Well..i managed to finish the book though.
Beats me why i cant read my buku-buku pelajaran like that.
Haaaiisyh..kalau x..kn senang.
If theres a will..theres a way rite...y0sh~

Neways...after much much much delay... im finally doing this tagging thingy. Yeayy~
Last time i did this tagging game there were only 6 facts to be done...but now after a couple of months later its gotten to 8. Iterative.

So this entry here is dedicated especially to Khair, Adam, Basy and Aishah who got me tagged... :)

The Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve tagged, and to read your blog.

1 Uno:
seeing something luas terbentang soothes me..be it the vast blue sky..sawah padi yang menghijau..the sandy white beaches..overflowing green hilltops..or even quilt yg terbentang luas di atas katil :p

2 Dos:
i am the eldest..but at times..i wish i was the youngest..haha.

3 Tres:
i broke my right wrist when i was small..by skipping on the pavement just after it stopped raining and slipped. i was wearing them shiny..heely..kinda makcik-for-an-eight-year-old shoes with licin soles. gedik. i know. i was 8. it still hurt sumtimes though..like now..especially when typing..sesal dahulu pendapatan..sesal kemudian tidak bergune. haiisyh.

4 Cuatro:
referring to the last sentence above, people say that im philosophical in my kate2. haha..so not~ sometimes..certain words or phrases just fascinates me so i use and apply them whenever appropriate.

5 Cinco:
i like eating s0ggy things..especially s0ggy chips, pears, jambus and soggy cereal. i'll leave the cereal for a while to soak in the milk only then i munch away. i dont like it t00 soggy though. it must haf the rite amount of sogginess.

6 Seis:
i will buy the same exact thing if i like it s0o0o much. i dun mind having a few pairs of the exact same thing. i'll haf backup ready whenever it gets t00 worn out. okla tu..since i always tend to wear out the things i like most.

7 Seite:
people say im hard to read. eyh?? i think i can be quite transparent at times. sometimes im sooo transparent...its even embarassing.

8 Ocho:
i love the sun..the heat..not so much. mild-mild one oklaa. with a little breeze. perfect. bright sunny days always puts me in a good cheery mood :)

So there~
8 random facts :)
I hope that I counted in Spanish rite. Adah taught me how to count up til 10. She learnt from watching Dora the Explorer. Muy Bien~~

owh...and these are the 8 people that im tagging....
1. nad jh
2. faiza faiz
3. fad karim
4. shaela ali
5. hid chamhuri
6. nesh neshi
7. diha khairuddin
8. kma azlan

hehe. its been some time since i havent heard from some :p so there...sile la buat ye wahai kawan2~ :)

im off to catch my Z's...
i can sleep up til 11. thats wen the electricity will be off according to the notice from TNB. they're puting up the cables for the pylons. fascinating~

x best la tp..no electricity till ptg. so where to run to ye? hurmm~
anyone up for movies?
wats best eh..hurmm..
nk tgk resident evil..tp mcm takut..
mayb ill watch the one that red wrote in his blog..
haiisyh..shud be studying ds...
y0sh~

"happiness often sneaks in through a door u didnt know u left open"

should be in study m0de

should be in study m0de rite now. but..... haiiisyh.

the first paper is on tuesday.
two papers in one day. gagaga~ eeeekkk~
SE and DSP. huhuhu.
takutness~

alhamdulillah all the projects are done and over with.
report submitted and everything presented.
SE project was a bit of a flop..kn nad. huhu. next time kne impress more. haiiisyh.
EOP presentation was best.
although had to bertungkus lumus beforehand...all went well.
its hard to have groupmates from different backgrounds and ethnicity bt thankfully it all worked for the best. we had fun along the way t00~ :)

rite now im busy calculating my carry marks and forecasting my grades. budget markah and cut off points. haha.
this sem will surely drop my pointer since midterm sume agak hambar. huhu.
haiih. put that aside for now...kne berusahe jela kn...y0sh~

all the best for exam...people~~ (*^0^*)

"dont pray for lighter burdens...but for stronger backs"

of hari raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone!!!!

a bit late..i know..but eid is celebrated the whole month no? :p

went balek kampungs for a few days..johor first and then melaka.

this year's raya doesnt feel like the usual raya :(

i guess since theres still projects and presentations and midterms right after raya so thats why la kot. the mood for raya is just so-and-so~ i had to be MIA for a while :p

got SE and EOP and DSP to hand in on thursday. then can breathe a bit before SE midterm II on monday. y0sh y0sh~ finals not yet in my mind. in la juge kot...bt at the 'belakang'est part of the brain. haha. kene y0sh nnt~

it sure wud be great to be able to celebrate raya like when we used to back then kn? when we were small...when running around playing around and getting in the way of the adults was our only priority. haha. oh memories~ :)

haf a great and fun month of raya everyone :)

"coming together is a beginning, keeping together is progress, working together is success"

all that glitter is not gold

i havent updated for some time. we are in the final third part of ramadhan. its alredy october. a few more days till raye. a few more days to find lailatulqadar. a few more months till the end of the year.

its been a hectic week. a bz month. a tiring sem. haiiisyh. i just cant wait for this sem to be over and done with. my god..its by far the strainest sem ever. its a sucky sem. i am not my own self. i hate this feeling. having no control. no power. i can even feel me frowning ever so often. so to those around me..im sorry for not being the usual me. im sory for not being there when i shud be. im sory for not acting like u expect me to be. im sory if i terguris anyone's hati. im just..tired...tired of this all. im sory. i guess..its just one of those phases.

things are happening back to back. things expected from me. things that needs to be done. its like someone pulling my arm one way and the other the opposite way. ppl wanting u to this..to do that. everyone wants a piece of u and u try hard to please evrybody..but u know u cant. sometimes everythings is all just too serabut..all in a mess..till u dont know how to prioritize and organize anymore. i feel numb.

its not like im the only one with the problem. im sure many feels the same way too. this is just a minor setback. one of lifes many challenges i hafta face. to compare with others..other major problems that people face, war..famine n stuff..mine is so itsy bitsy teeny weeny..soooo minute. i hafta be grateful. just suck it in la una. y0sh~!!

sumtimes it helps to take ur mind off things. (like anticipating new episodes of PB n heroes everyweek. haha. thats always a rush) but the reality is always there..bugging u in the corners of ur mind even if u try to push it away to remote places in ur brain. u cant run away from it. i guess..u just hafta face it smack hard square in the face and get it over and done with quickly. haiisyh2.

of time outs...

family day ece

iftars

of PD

ooohh..n watch this vid down there...how they visualize it..coolness~

hehe. its in arabic. xfaham die mengumpat about ape. but..takut x?? its like literally eating the flesh of ur own blood when u backbite or talk bad about others. or as dr abdi wud say..bobobo..ta'ban makhluka..no?? hehe. this is as a reminder to all~ i know its hard to totally avoid the matter at hand. even if we dont contribute in the act..but by listening and adding and saying stuff its also actually a similar form 0f backbiting. so..say no to mengumpats. :p

ooh..its a long one. better stop. i haf my CE final xm this monday...DS on tuesday and SE after raya. y0sh y0sh y0sh~

"when the world pushes u down to ur knees..u r in the perfect position to pray"-hassan al-basri

the waiting game

abg penjara~ haiiisyh.

neways...heres pics of adah at the recent sparring competition. everyone liked to watch the tadika punye category. everyone had a fit laughing. will put up the video later. gelakkn adik sendri..hahaha :p

anis and anas - representing their tadikas.
same since nursery, then kindergarten and soon to be..same skool. haha.

adah won gold btw..w00t w00t~

anas also won gold for the boys category. double w00t w00t~ haha.

adah n her 'sir safwan' haha.

an xm on monday. y0sh~

"the beaten path is the safest...but the traffic is terrible"

hepy ramadhan~

happy fasting to evryone~

let us embrace ramadhan and what it has to offer. ramadhan..its a month of patience, a month of taqwa, a month of quran and a month of rewards. so heres wishing a blessed ramadhan to all :)

last weekend although tiring..had been amazing.

• the workshop visit for autoskills was educating yet interesting. had great company. learnt a lot .

• the ece family day was fun and entertaining although had to peningkn kepala beforehand. huhu. but thankfully all went well..all had a great time and the bbq was uber delish :)

• the PD roadtrip was amazing. had fun in the sun till we were burnt like udang terbakars yg kehangusan. haha :p went banana boating and jet skiing. bwk the jet ski like a mat remps..prengpreng~ hahaha. thrill~ had a big bruise di kaki though while getting off it. ouch~ my arms and badans also felt numb n sakits for a few days. haiih. need more EXERcise. bobobo una~ :p nad n shael cudnt join though. next time letsss..haiya binaa~ :)

pics sume in the other pc. will update later if rajinss. nad je rajin upload pics ye skrang. hehe. the bloggingsphere has been quite hambar lately...merudum. y0sh~

neways..went to the bazaar ramadhan here in bangi. was meriahh. habes my tuDs n bajus smelled of hasaps. hehe. saw many familiar faces also. kg halaman la katekn :p many kwn2 skola bt then theres some that i recognise but cant register where. i hate when that happens. quite mind boggling. haiisyh. n i thot im gud with names n faces n all. y0sh~ i think im getting old laa. there haf been 'miniscule' signs. haaih.

okla..enuff babblings and updates frm me. i made this blog layout kecik2 kenot like this so that i wont write byk2. haha. guess i better be off..be good people..n lets hope that during this ramadhan we can all attune ourselves for the better. amiin~ :)

"wat we see depends mainly on wat we look for"

such sad sad bad bad news :(

(while wiping away tears...) s0b s0b s0b..huhuhu T_T

in memory...
my dear wentworth miller...
abg penjara kusyg~

ok..fyi..abg penjara is still alive and kicking.

well..rumour has it (thanx 2 adam for dishing it out 1st :p) that he is gay. is he?

my abg penjara gay??

n o 0 o 0 o 0 0 o 0 o~

cannotlaa. haiiih. my dreams of him is slowly fading. huhu. i thot he was a man-man u know. macho and all. what with his intense gaze..his always knowing wat to do..his taking charge of evrything..thinking things thru...what with his plans and all...his intelligence some more. haiiih. hahaha. i feel like a skool girl w0oing him like this. owh well. its just his character that i like isnt it. owh michael scofieldku~ (O,o) lets hope the rumour is not truee..huhuhu.

but who am i kidding...i still like u laa...so whatever it is u decide to do wahai wentworth miller..i will always like youuu okie.. hihihi ^_~

btw...the new episode of prison break will be aired on the 17th of september if im not mistaken...so yeayyyyy~ :)

on a more different note...i guess can relate also laa with my abg penjara a bit :p things are not what it seems...transformers was rite...there is more than meets the eye (chochochochechet)...just when u thot it was like this..actually it was like that..haha. blinded or what huh? open ur eyes...open ur eyes wiiiiddeeee...like this ---> O_O haaisyh2. dun want to salah lipat my mate :p

okies..gtg..someones leaving on a jet plane...

"always focus on the front windshield and not the rearview mirror"

yet another entry

the blogging vibe is back. yikes~

im posting my 2nd entry for the day. just like the gud old days. bt oklaa i guess..acceptable since its the hols and all :p

am currently reading the harry potter book. ketinggalan zaman yg amat sangat eventho we bought it on the very 1st day with all that queing kn hid :p halfway to go. everyime i read this book for the 1st time..the ones later in the series that is..it will send shivers down my spine. i dunno why it has that effect on me. its not even scary. childish...i noe.

my vision haf gone blurry from all them reading. quite hard to adjust and focus from short to long distance. eye exercise...no? haha. need some rest and hence i blog.

the break is coming to an end. super short or wat. huhu. thot i could manage to fit in 1 season of series bt it seems that time is so0oo not on my side. well..guess its only me and harry for this cuti then.

my software engin book still remains as it is. closed and untouched. huhu. my eop homework still unread. oooh..i am procrastinating big time. such bad habits i daresay husna. isyh3.

just wen u thot it shud be easy peasy lemon squeezy..u got it all wrong...

oklaa..need to get back to harry and the horcruxes. occlumency. where they get them names and spells and incantations..it beats me. feels great to just come up with names and stuff and ppl pn just take it in je kn. haha.

"silence is not golden...its quite rusty the way i see it"

revelation

thank u mama~

thank u for the words..
thank u for the wisdom..
thank u for the inspiration..
thank u for the advice..
hearing it coming from ur mouth
helping me see what i did not see
overwhelmed by the realization that struck
it is not what it seems
there is more than meets the eye
staying true to yourself
redefining your values
confident of who u are
keeping ur heart pure
believing in the One
as whatever it might be
sooner or later
it will fall into place naturally
the way it is predestined to be

lets just hope i can keep all this in mind :p
i am blessed..Alhamdulillah~ :)

love u mama..

"what doesnt kill u will make u stronger"

happy birthday mama~

yesterday 02.09.07 was bonda's bday...

happy 44th birthday mama~

its been great having a few days break like this. i wonder if i can extend it for a few more days..hurm :p

got the ECESA family day on saturday though. nk promo sikit laa since the event is quite low key and hush2 since we didnt haf that much time for the promo..kn nadiah kn..hehe :p

so to all ECE students come one..come all..and join in the fun!!

~~ ECESA Family Day 2007 ~~

date: 8 september 2007, saturdaytime: 8.00am - 1.00pmvenue: male sports complex

been eating and going out a lot for the hols.
everyones home. its quite hard to spend quality time together nowadays unless if theres any public holidays or whatever. sisterly bond. i miss.

met up with the fab 5 friends. hehe. such joy la just to hang out like that. riang ria gembira. eventho we only met up occasionally and its like an annual thing..everytime it will bring back the fondest of memories :) tiqa...nk pictures~
p/s: adam..kate nk team up 2 'gemukkn nad' bt u cudnt make it pule..isyh2.

met up with the girls also yesterday at alamanda. went to alamands a few days back to back. muke alamands ke ape. haha. later at nite went for fireworks with the family and aunts and cousins. rombongan~ haha. went for the fireworks a few nites alredy and yesterday was the finale. im hooked with the new tripod. wheee :D

on a more serious note...eceh~

initially,
when x=0, f(x) = 6,
when x=2, f(x) = 5,
when x=4, f(x) = 2+1+2

hehe.
felt like doing some maths pulak these hols :p
encrypted?? nope.
doesnt need any analytical thinking..those knowing..will know. true kn :(

"to be ONE..is to FEEL like one"

less is more

changes are good.
trying something new.
doing something out of the norm.
doing something out of the blue.
an accomplishment..
eventhough not anything major..
something minor..
little tiny steps..
stepping out of ur boundaries..
out of the box..
it makes u feel great :)

"less is more"

entry the second

morning all~

its a beautiful day. i lurve my mornings when i wake up to the sun filtering in thru the curtains. it just makes u want to =). ok...not literally smiling maybe..but to haf that wonderful feeling of contentment...it just makes u serene inside. alhamdulillah~ hurmm.. am rambling~

ok..some are wondering where to click for previous posts. well..actually..ive deleted them all. my blog is after all being reborn :p so the entries are all new. my momentum in updating has been slowly deteriorating. *sigh* gone were the good old 'blogging-multiple-times-per-day' days. haha. its the age factor i guess. yeah..rite. :p well..ppl say wen theres a will theres a way rite. excuses schemuses~

am so0o00o looking forward for the midsem break. bt there haf been rumours that the midsem break will be cancelled and be brought forward for eid. oh nononono~ dont rob me of my break ppl. things haf been pretty hectic lately. i need to unwind.

the convest will be starting nxt week. so come one...come all and make the place even more crowdier. haha. frens..wat about the paintball thingy? any takers? no? i feel like shooting someone. shooting paintball pellets also can la. haha.

hId's having her convo next monday but i haf evening classes. bugger :( want to see u with ur robe n all eventho i went with u to pick it up yesterday. hehe. someones feeling hepy :) i liked wat i saw in ur phone. hihihi. hid hid~ :p haha.

nad j0e's coming back. yeayy~ but atiqa's left for her japan h0ls alredy. looks like it'll take a few days for the fab 5 to reunite.

ok..enuff updates for now..laters~

"Flattery is like chewing gum. Enjoy it, but dun swallow it. "

the rebirth

helloo world!!

today..this blog is reborn...
happy birthday blog..

after 38 months of blogging..after approx. 3 years..i feel that it is high time to start something new. well..maybe not that new. my very own...dear-blog-version-2. haha. i dunno exactly what i wanna accomplish with this rebirth..but sometimes...a girl's gotta do wat a girl's gotta do rite~ hihihi :p

that was me then..this is me now. <-- haha. i like to come up with lame, cheesy phrases dun i?? just bear with me people :p