should be in study m0de

should be in study m0de rite now. but..... haiiisyh.

the first paper is on tuesday.
two papers in one day. gagaga~ eeeekkk~
SE and DSP. huhuhu.
takutness~

alhamdulillah all the projects are done and over with.
report submitted and everything presented.
SE project was a bit of a flop..kn nad. huhu. next time kne impress more. haiiisyh.
EOP presentation was best.
although had to bertungkus lumus beforehand...all went well.
its hard to have groupmates from different backgrounds and ethnicity bt thankfully it all worked for the best. we had fun along the way t00~ :)

rite now im busy calculating my carry marks and forecasting my grades. budget markah and cut off points. haha.
this sem will surely drop my pointer since midterm sume agak hambar. huhu.
haiih. put that aside for now...kne berusahe jela kn...y0sh~

all the best for exam...people~~ (*^0^*)

"dont pray for lighter burdens...but for stronger backs"

of hari raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone!!!!

a bit late..i know..but eid is celebrated the whole month no? :p

went balek kampungs for a few days..johor first and then melaka.

this year's raya doesnt feel like the usual raya :(

i guess since theres still projects and presentations and midterms right after raya so thats why la kot. the mood for raya is just so-and-so~ i had to be MIA for a while :p

got SE and EOP and DSP to hand in on thursday. then can breathe a bit before SE midterm II on monday. y0sh y0sh~ finals not yet in my mind. in la juge kot...bt at the 'belakang'est part of the brain. haha. kene y0sh nnt~

it sure wud be great to be able to celebrate raya like when we used to back then kn? when we were small...when running around playing around and getting in the way of the adults was our only priority. haha. oh memories~ :)

haf a great and fun month of raya everyone :)

"coming together is a beginning, keeping together is progress, working together is success"

all that glitter is not gold

i havent updated for some time. we are in the final third part of ramadhan. its alredy october. a few more days till raye. a few more days to find lailatulqadar. a few more months till the end of the year.

its been a hectic week. a bz month. a tiring sem. haiiisyh. i just cant wait for this sem to be over and done with. my god..its by far the strainest sem ever. its a sucky sem. i am not my own self. i hate this feeling. having no control. no power. i can even feel me frowning ever so often. so to those around me..im sorry for not being the usual me. im sory for not being there when i shud be. im sory for not acting like u expect me to be. im sory if i terguris anyone's hati. im just..tired...tired of this all. im sory. i guess..its just one of those phases.

things are happening back to back. things expected from me. things that needs to be done. its like someone pulling my arm one way and the other the opposite way. ppl wanting u to this..to do that. everyone wants a piece of u and u try hard to please evrybody..but u know u cant. sometimes everythings is all just too serabut..all in a mess..till u dont know how to prioritize and organize anymore. i feel numb.

its not like im the only one with the problem. im sure many feels the same way too. this is just a minor setback. one of lifes many challenges i hafta face. to compare with others..other major problems that people face, war..famine n stuff..mine is so itsy bitsy teeny weeny..soooo minute. i hafta be grateful. just suck it in la una. y0sh~!!

sumtimes it helps to take ur mind off things. (like anticipating new episodes of PB n heroes everyweek. haha. thats always a rush) but the reality is always there..bugging u in the corners of ur mind even if u try to push it away to remote places in ur brain. u cant run away from it. i guess..u just hafta face it smack hard square in the face and get it over and done with quickly. haiisyh2.

of time outs...

family day ece

iftars

of PD

ooohh..n watch this vid down there...how they visualize it..coolness~

hehe. its in arabic. xfaham die mengumpat about ape. but..takut x?? its like literally eating the flesh of ur own blood when u backbite or talk bad about others. or as dr abdi wud say..bobobo..ta'ban makhluka..no?? hehe. this is as a reminder to all~ i know its hard to totally avoid the matter at hand. even if we dont contribute in the act..but by listening and adding and saying stuff its also actually a similar form 0f backbiting. so..say no to mengumpats. :p

ooh..its a long one. better stop. i haf my CE final xm this monday...DS on tuesday and SE after raya. y0sh y0sh y0sh~

"when the world pushes u down to ur knees..u r in the perfect position to pray"-hassan al-basri